chun and wini [:
leena and huiyi :D
Well.i had qte a gd time last nite.missed the girls so much.in wini's words, "it's so good to see normal people again".hahaha.we went currywok and dn island creamery.and we took photos C: and we talked about various stuff and i realised that rly,as we grow older,thr are hell lots of decisions to be made.dn smtms,i rly dno when and whether i will make a certain decision at all,bt time flies and as much as you try to delay,e time to sit down and contemplate seriously will still arrive.i've also experienced times when i told myself that i will NVR do smth,bt i still did it in e end,and dn i looked back and thot,"why on earth did i thnk that i will nvr do this?"
ever since young,i've been relying on ppl to make decisions fer me and i cant survive if i hv to face a certain choice on my own.seeking affirmation and opinions from others hv always been a norm fer me,cos i always thnk that the choice I make will turn out to be the wrong one.guess this will hv to change soon tho.ppl whom i care abt (and those who care fer me,if thr're any) will leave me eventually and when that time comes,i wun hv anyone to turn to.so i guess making decisions and hving the courage to face the consequences/results is necessary.an unappealing necessity,if you ask me.
i thot abt smth agn ytd.it's been a wk since i last thot abt it,bt it came back sudd to me during the busride home.and i rly hated myself fer thnking abt it agn fer no apparent reason.i was trying to slp,and the memory just floated back into my head and..yea.it sucked.im nt angry,of cos.i always forgive.i just dowan to thnk abt it agn,and i rly cant bear to go into details :S i was curious abt it lastwk,bt i didnt dare to find out more and ytd,i told myself to gt ovr it and to 看得开，放得下.cos i dowan to spoil this.
new word learnt today: Eclaircie
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