well,i certainly didn't noe how to react then.like sure,i rly mean to show my ignorance -.- that wasn't necessary,nt at all.every fri's supposedly a low-IQ day fer me,according to some ppl,bt it's nt true.
i find that im rly scared to know
now i've finally understood the "vital importance of being earnest",or not.earnest implies a certain sense of commitment and responsibility to one's thoughts and feelings,it suggests sincerity,it means serious.it all boils down to whtr you want to be,or not.ultimately,it's the things that you're earnest about that encumbers you the most.becos you think abt it,you see.if you don't bother,then it's nvr gng to affect you,bt it'll mean that you treat it with frivolity.it's always better to be the tragic hero than to be the villian.or does that still stand today?
my jj OGL just smsed me randomly and asked me to take care.nice of him.i miss nice ppl.
hasn't been gng well fer me.trying hard to catch up on smth,dn i turn and realise that the others are gaining on me as well.how can i manage everything at once?i wish i was in njc,their hols starts next wk and they hv 6 wks of hols ]: trying to moderate my mood,every lil thing cn spark my irritation.the only times im rly happy are getting harder to come by as well,nt that it's anyone's fault,im just lamenting.been rather quiet in sch compared to before,only one person to rly talk to,and even then i dun reveal much.sch's been pretty mundane,getting harder to bear.rv starts agn next tues,i'll go back to my prev solace.a solace that occasionally rears back on its head and snaps at me,unfortunately.
tmr skill A.studied.hope i dun predict the traffic wrongly tmr.cant afford to be late.1hr of travelling to sch to do a 1hr paper,then 1hr of travelling back home agn.
I've got your picture in my wallet
and your phone number to call it
and i miss you more
whenever i think about you
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