Thursday, May 7, 2009

He glared at me

]]]: so mean rite.i cant help it!and tmr's mock SPA alr.he's so gng to scold me and tell me that my phys fundamentals arent thr.i rd thru the notes fer tmr.and i rly dun gt it ]:

my june hols are packed.crammed.fucking non-existent.makes me think seriously abt whtr i shld send in e application.bt i've alr asked my fren to sign up with me and now if i back out,it'll be ps-ing her and tts so bad.and i rly want to do this to.mbe i shld just go fer it and try.mbe i'll be able to cope aft all.

tmr's fri!i hvn fixed a plan yet.sg's so small.i cant thnk of any nice dinner place.ppl tell me bt timah has many eating places to choose from bt my taste's pretty weird.i've been experiencing a strange period of appetite-swings.it's like smtms i feel like eating a lot.bt most of the time the sight of food makes me sick :S so i was thnking mbe movie?either 17agn (scrumptious!) or xmen (cyclops is so cool) at cine and vivo respectively.hmm.

i just realised i snd like im displaying a stream of consciousness.like katherine mansfield's characters.eew.they're so temperamental!i dowan to be like them!

im pretty much disliked in my sch.well,by a certain grp of weirdos ba.yucks.at least it's mutual tho.tt seems better.lol.this thot popped up when marianne said,"i realise i'm qte friendless in college.".
some ppl are so irritating.gets on my nerves.like so loud and noisy and overly-peppering their speeches-no,sorry-their CHIRPS with exclamation marks and weird hand gestures.u noe tt kind of ppl?im sure we've all met them.they shout ur name till u turn arnd and they'll start waving at u hysterically as if u're their bestfren.i mean,if we're rly bffs dn it's okay lar,it's kinda fun at times also,but we're NT bffs.dn they'll gif the :D face and trill gd mornings every morning even tho the look on ur face clearly says,"fuck off.im too tired to talk.".

i hvn seen some ppl fer a long time,and honestly,im glad.they add on to my stress.they freak me out.they're not exactly wonderfully nice and understanding ppl to hang out with when you gt to noe them and hv to work with them.okays shldnt bitch abt them.they can be alright ppl smtms too.bt anw,i wish this wld kinda drag on and i wun hv to face them fer a longer time :/

YUPP.definitely internal monologue.
last pt: Pessimism is characteristic of the modern era.aww.we're doomed for.we're post-modern now btw.and pessimism is STILL a trait.

"QUIT SLACKING AND GO STUDY MORE".why nt we switch lives???? ]:

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