went back rv fer trng today.saw the yr 2 team fer the first time.dey were pretty gd fer yr 2s and i rly hope i gt to noe dem better.im missing rv again.cos lilin and wanting dey all were dere and we were talking and stuff and i realise that past dislikes can be forgotten aft all.to some extent.i kinda enjoyed myself in rv today and i guess i'll be gng back on a weekly basis now.and i rmb how we used to run at the track and i almost died.and how we trained almost daily at the bball courts and hear our voices and bangs echo off the walls.i rmb our lil cute jnrs (ahem,simon heng) tt we took photos with during grad day.all the things we used to do tgt.4L,sjab,cliques...and our weekly bball games aft sch during sec 4!hmm.it's been qte long since i last touched a basketball.fucks.memories overwhem ppl.
i feel like im in a fast car.the kind that drives silently and dangerously.the soundproof kind that blks out everything on the outside when u're in it.the kind that might just collide into a tree and u wun even realise it till you're bleeding cos it all hpned so fast.the bleeding'll just overtake the pain.and that'll be the end of the ride.just like that.well,at least i can say that i realise the danger of it now.so i'll haf nth and no one to blame when it all crashes.
smtms all we need is a lil more trust,a lil more courage to make things rite.i didnt realise that last time,bt now i noe.
slack day tmr.waste of time.i nd to swim.a lot.my respiratory system's still as weak and i didnt realise that till i experienced that again last sunday.gt kinda scared cos i thot i was okay alr.more practices shld be able to chase that away.
"i'll be there in the morning" [:
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