Rainy week

first of all,i want to share this.did u all noe?being kind actually improves ur health and makes you happier.and being kind includes things like buying a coffee fer a total stranger,dropping a 10-cent coin accidentally-on-purpose so some kid wld gt a kick out of finding it,buying cookies fer a homeless person etc.small acts of kindness make the world goes round.it's rly true.i rd that article in RD ytd.and i feel obliged to be kind to strangers.so today,i fed a cat [: start small lar huh.LOL.
the article was on friendliness too,and apparently,this man went arnd saying hello to strangers and soon,ppl started to say hello back and some drivers actually looked out fer him on the rd and drove slower arnd him.and it gt me thinking.we all nd a few friendly faces arnd in this world these days.wif dao ppl like me,its no wonder the world is becoming such a cold place.however,its hard to suddenly rake up that friendly part of oneself and start waving to strangers.i only do tt when im feeling high in chalets.i've talked to qte a few strangers.bt seriously,mbe we ought to think abt it.nt talking to strangers,bt actually attempt to be nicer
ppl.kinder ppl.friendlier ppl.MORE UNDERSTANDING PPL.all in order to make this world a more pleasant place to live in.



It's been a rainy week.rainy and tiring.i've nvr felt so lethargic this yr before.like once i sit down,i have this inclination to sleep.things arent gd.blk tests are like coming real soon.bt im glad to say that i've started studying.A LIL.
Things in that impt part of my life arent grt too.ppl arent being understanding enough and i feel complied to put in more effort.i also dno why im putting myself thru this.i guess partly cos i want to prove to them that it means a lot to me too.and wad they can do,im sure i can as well.
I've also been rather cold towards certain issues,bt seriously,i dun rly care anymore.its just a waste of my emotions.
Obsessed with running nowadays.and i like taking long walks all of a sudden this wk.v v relaxing [: makes me think clearer too.and lets me observe happenings arnd that i wld otherwise overlook.i avoid stairs tho.climbing makes u fat.
Had math test today,which i failed cos i only did like half of it.chem spa was okay.my expt screwed up and i had to redo bt i managed to save it!yay me.
SPCA gave a talk at our sch.i rmb i tried contacting them last yr bt they had no more vacancies fer volunteers.i shall try again end of this yr [:

I bought matching lanyards wif chun! :D

"Edward didn't tell you he was musical?"
"No." I glared at his suddenly innocent expression with narrowed eyes. "i should have known, i guess."
Esme raised her delicate eyebrows in confusion.
"Edward can do everything, right?" I explained.

Is there anything,ANYTHING AT ALL that he cant do?!why,no.absolutely nt.he can do everything.this is soooo unfair.and so intimidating.zzzz.im grumpy.like how is that even possible?disturbing.haiiixz.i noe how bella feels alr.i used to think she was a pretty depressed and fragile soul.bt no!i totally understand u,bella swan.