had a meeting wif hongjie and stanley at island ytd.the ice cream so nice!v long nvr eat le omg.was practically in heaven.the meeting was qte..nice too.gave hongjie his bday present from qwen and i and was qte happy talking to dem in CHINESE wifout being called a lian.though stanley tt ass kept suanning me -.-

met a v gentlemanly cj guy on the way home.he insisted tt i sat dwn.cos the seat was in front of us,dn we both looked at the seat dn at each other,dn he insisted tt i sat.and i was so grateful cos my bag was weighing dwn on my shoulder.gentlemen are rare to find,im so glad i met one [:

today had swimming test.qte easy lar.v laxing.lol.8 laps,surface dive,tread water and blow pyjamas.oh tt was fun!v long nvr do tt le.lol dn u see heads bobbing btwn pjs' legs.hahaha.

i've been thinking of JLC.of the st clairs and the tsus and esp: "u are just such an impotent bastard tt im gng to make sure u stay tt way. and wham!" haha.we loved tt quote.i think it IS true hw asian mothers haf grt influence on deir daughters' lives.wif deir weird way of showing deir love and deir constant fussing.and i think it will only be when we grow older and as mature and jingmei tt we will be able to realise it.hw we turn deir hopes into empty speech thru ignorance.i feel qte guilty abt ponning on mon.VERY guilty actually.bt it's sort of like.i nvr done anything dis rebellious b4 dn i rly wanted to try.i wun mind my kids ponning sch if dey promise dey will study.i studied tt day when i ponned lar.felt so productive.