i nvr meant it that way.if thr's smth i deeply regret,it's that i actually replied that guy in the first place.but i apologised to the one that matters.i was sincere.i promised.i waited..since 6am and thr's been no indication of..acceptance.
i've always been serious.why can everyone else tell,but not him?it makes no sense.

it's been long since i blogged.bt apart from lying on my bed with my phone beside me and fiddling with the laptop in an attempt to make myself feel better,i rly dun feel like dng anything else.

really.what more can i do?i've tried calling,and thr's no answer.
this sucks.and yes wini,i cant help apologising.he cant see my sincerity.it is my fault aft all.i hv to gt this right.