i feel like a bitch.omgs.i haf a terrible attitude towards someone whom i shldnt be ap-ing at all.i woke anth someone up at 2am plus cos i fgt nt everyone's phone is on perma silent mode,like mine,and he had to wake up early today.i just sent in a v "candid" email,as wad my best fren said.
nabei.i thot everything wld be so hard to say.bt it turned out easy.too easy.HE initiated the thing.I merely told him my reasons fer the decision.it's the way i wanted it to be,easy,fast,no dragging.bt why do i still feel so terrible?so guilty.so emossss.
i nd to be a nicer person.i shld go kill dis side of me and create a sweeter side.whoever told me im sweet were totally lying.damn it.open ur eyes lar.
i am totally undeserving of anyone who cares fer me.wtf.
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