happy(?) new year

i'll be counting down in msia.i hope dere's shopping to be done.or i'll gt pissed.

lol i was invited to parties and lunches tt i cant go ]: and i had to turn down my gd fren's invitation to collect uniform and im so sorry abt that.oh btw,i dun like it when ppl say "sry" instead of "sorry".it's so..insincere.bt yea anw.ugh i feel bad.bt it's nt within my control. ]:

ahh next yr's a stressful and hectic yr.A LVLS! ugh the thot of it makes me feel like killing myself.lol.sianded.i haf a lot of things to sort out next yr.my phys tcher is gng to kill me fer nt gng fer remedials during the hols.shiit.nt looking forward to sch ]]: haix.and many things to think abt.i think i ended (or started) a yr in a v bad way.bt..bt..bt..i'll be fine.and i will reflect.

new yr resolutions?lots.most impt: study hard.
bt tts wad i say every yr.ugh.i hope i rly do it tho.A lvls are wayyyy diff from O lvls.i had luck by my side during O's.i might nt gt tt again during A's.oh shit.im scared.i.must.study.i.must.do.my.hwk.i must exercise too.

i must buy pretty clothes too :D ahh..the distraction!oh nooo.

i shall dedicate the below to my gd frens (those who rd my blog at least)!

to weiwen: i hope u'll be happier!uhm..dun brood abt stuff.and be a grt goalkper and midfielder!i'll watch u play sometime.heh and gd luck fer A's.we'll leave things till aft tt okay.dun worry,i promise i'll think abt it -.- lol.

to chun: u.must.be.careful.and happy :D wif u-noe-who and u-noe-wad.seriously.and..be careful.i didnt rly like bothering u abt my stuff recently cos u haf ur own happiness.bt yea..thks man.loves.

to huiyi: haha i rly rly miss u as my tablemate ]]: haa gd luck next yr eh.i think u'll do damn well in ur studies.hahaha.bfffffffffs!!

to wini: IF U EVER RD DIS.lol tell me more abt wilson!i want to noe more!and i cant wait to haf ice cream wif u.haha.u always nvr talk to us ]: sho baad ]: lol bt i forgive.i always forgive my frens :D

to zhanhui: lol u must haf courage to tell the right person the right thing!and gd luck wif the finanace and log and discipline stuff u gt urself into.whee~u'll be grt in the camp de lar.dun worry [:

to marianne: ahhh my roommate.haha we'll still hang out tgt next yr rite?dun worry,things will be non-awkward.happy new yr!

to my other gd frens: Hongjie,Tianhe,Eric,Qwen,Kenneth Ng,Chrystal,MarcusSia (if u're still alive -.-) and other ppl who expressed concern and care fer me..happy new yr!lol and uhm..haf a grt yr?and i hope we'll kp in touch.whee~

tts all.im gng to slp.